surrender.

hi.

church was nice today,

went to my cousins house yesterday.

they are just getting cuter and cuter each time i see them.

my cousins went for this Halloween thing yesterday,

yeah,

so they got free baloons and stuff,

and then cousin belle had here special balloon.

and she loves it (:

thats like super cute.

when her balloon flies up ,

she'll keep asking me to take it for her,

and she calls me 'air(as in water in bm) jiejie'

cause she cant say my full name.

super cute.

something my brother said today,

raised his stupidity level to a whole new level.

we were on our way to my cousin brandons house.

then he wanted to call brandon to come down and wait for him.

and then i ask him to call when we reached baywatch,

but being the stubborn cow he is ,

he called before we reached baywatch.

shaun: "hello, brandon ar, come down and wait for me."

me*call him when we reach baywatch lar*

shaun:" er, come down when we reach baywatch."

me*laughs my ass off* :" how is he going to know when we reach baywatch, idiot!"

shaun:" bye"

super funny,

you just had to be there to get the whole thing.

and this is a funny quote.

you'll just have to have the brains to understand this.

"can i have a bottoms-up ice lemon tea, please?"

going over to my cousins house for a swim in awhile.

incase i dont post tomorrow,

HAPPY DEPAVALI.

to Kiru, the best treasurer/bendahari ever (:

who may nag you to pay up every month

and also to all who celebrate.

imoff.

edit.

a granfathers love.

well,he isn't my grandfather,

and i wouldn't wish he is my grandfather.

he is the kind of grandfather,

who pours out his love,

in the most hidden ways.

he is my granduncle, and i am here to tell you a story about a grandfathers love.

some would say that he is unlucky, some would say he lives a though life,

but i for one would say he is very much lonely and wants company.

he would always ask if may brother and i would want to go over to his house,

that is one of the only ways,

he could use to prevent his grandson, from going out.

no, no one should be trap inside one's lonliness.

how could he do so?

the lonliness he feels, is caused by his own family.

he is short tempered, and easily over-stressed.

im not the one who wants to judge him,

but it is factual.

he is the father of two sons and two daughters.

im sure he is proud to have wonderful grandchildren.

one of his daughters,

acepts him. as a father ?

not so sure.

he is merely a worker to her.

he works as her babysitter to her daughters.

i could tell that was the happiest times of his life.

eventhough he didin't have the freedom to go out,

and sometimes was bossed around by the maid.

even if she's the bestest maid in the world (:

but he had what meant the most to him.

well, while one was stubborn,

and the other aggresive and demanding.

the father-daughter relationship turned to unending fights.

the start of the fight,

im sure was nothing important.

as both are too stubborn to ever admit wrong,

one part of his life broke off.

the daughter i can tell,

is longing just to reunite with her father,

but is too filled with self pride.

you can sense the pain she is going trough.

he lost a part of what meant most tobu him,

his grandchildren.

the other daughter,

just had no guts to say anything.

she didin't really bother,

she had her own priorities,

like her own daughter,whom he cared alot about as well.

one of his sons,

may have caused him suicide.

ok, just kidding. really deep depression.

he just caused so him to worry so much.

does his son even treat him as his father anymore?

the other son of his,

has made him worry so much about his grandsons feelings.

he is living with his son now,

his son is devosed, and is living with another, together.

he loves his grandson alot.

infact, he loves all of them.

he has another granddaughter,

who lives with his sons devosed wife, in another home,

whenever she visits, he always scolds her,

but that is because he is worried.

see, hidden love.

she sometimes hate him, but she knows not the hidden agenda of her grandfather.

she needs to be reminded.

the slightest things worry him.

he dosen't have income,

his own children don't support him financialy,

even if they do , its not much.

even an outsider deemed to be his family, supports him more.

he yearns his family,

he yearns to see his grandchildren grow up.

he is going to be a granfather of another soon.

he didin't get to see his granddaughter for maybe 6 months now.

he is constantly asking how is she,

and how tall has she grown.

i showed him a picture of her that i took recently,

that smile on his face.

he truly loves her.

he even said to me,

i dont think she will remeber me.

how sad, for for a granddaughter,

growning up with a grandfather,

but when she see's him,

calls him a stranger.

he is constantly being scolded by one of his granddaughters,

who is used to being bossy,

but hey,

that's your grandfather you are talking to.

thank God for his love,

he always endures the pain.

just to see his granchidren's happiness.

oh, when will his pain and lonliness end.

when will this broken family be reunited?

everyone longs to be with each other.

but the barrier between them,

stubborness.

has yet to be broken.

this story of a grandfathers love,

was inspired by my own granduncle.

the love he has towards others,

in his own hidden way.

God has blessed us with a father, grandfathers, parents,

the least we should do is treat them as parents,

they give out so much.

even if they dont,

we should.