drifting away;

i don't know what to think right now,

it may all just be me.

but yeah, there's just so much all so sudden.

and yeah, im commiting everything i have to God.

good or bad.

i know He'll always be there for me.

I LOVE GOD.

monkey poopies;

to shuks, steph.

thanks for trying to make me feel better.

to nicole,

the superhottt one in perth ;)

thank you so much for making me feel better with all your chatter :)

CLICK-CLACK.

im back from camerons :D

it was awesome.

there are too many pictures.

and im lazy to elaborate.

a little inside on what all we stupido's did :D

imma lazy to elaborate.

and im really sorry for the really long an depressing previous post.

enjoy :D

ashley :)

posing with my shades.

she looks so gangsta ;D

this is what kids do when they just have too much sugar.

they go all high and,

yeah. you get the picture.

belle.

and her very adorable hoodie.


faith.
woo, so bimbo :d

trisha :)

i love this girl.

she's just so cute.

LOOK!

we're cooking brandon's head :D

it was delicious by the way :)

me and brandon :)

my favourite shot.

shaun,faith,trisha.

they were pointing at this reallyreallyreallyhugehugething nothing.

im off.

if you're lucky i'll post more ;D

you know you want it!

haha, fine.

for some reason;

i thought i could trust you.
the one i run to whenever i need to talk to,

the one who understands me.

how do you expect me not to get mad when you hit me with something so hard.

so sudden.

yeah, its good that you know you're being a betch about everything.

i can't just convince myself its for the better,

cause that is just too damn selfish of yourself

sure you can get over your stupid life.

but you'll hurt everyone around you.

am i suppose to convince you not to leave?

you think you're some great person who can heal me after partially killing me.

with all your pitiful sorries.

the one i run to when i need to cry about stuff,

at the very end made me tear the most.

we've been picking up your shit for ages.

no, you're not leaving cause you dont want people to hurt us.

you just cant take any of the hurt yourself.

so you're making yourself seem so inconsiderate.

yeah, this may be hurting you like crazy,

but you'll never endure the pain im going through now.

i've gone through you being so friggin selfish with your thoghts.

you think its easier leaving with me hating you?

well, i don't.

i sound so selfish right now, but its my turn.

maybe i dont want you to leave.

it could be, of course.

how could i?

after all we've been through.

but how can i convince myself you leaving is better?

its all so effed up.

its just because you're so caught up in the world with what others think.

there is so much more i can say,

but what's the point,

do you still want to listen?

you always want it your way and run away from your problems.

then what the hell am i here for?

im just something you run to and then at the end after finally realizing i cant help you that much you decide to leave.

x-this is for you,

just to save you some dignity,

MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE.

cussed;

yeah, thanks for everything.

not that you care anymore.

clap,bang,boom

hello, short one.

with pictures :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK SITI!

my favourite-est kakak yet.

haha, faith's to be exact.

we love you :D

and yeah, dont mind my english

with the very yumm cake ;D

INVASION ;D
cameron's here we come.
yeah, we're awesome.


haha, you'll never know what's in her brain.
you'll know its scary by the looks of her.
dearest belle!!

loves,
will be off to cameron's for 3 days.

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE MUN
will get you seomthing in school :)
early wish.
IM THE FIRST TO WISH.
boohoo to all you losers :p

bye, loves :D

im no terapist;

hey world,

yeah, the one's who still faithfully come to my blog ;D

should i feel flattered or guilty that people actually still come back to my hardly ever updated blog.

its like im wasting everyone's time :/

this post is dedicated to: JO-DASH-EE

the official and qualified personal stalker of, ivan.

after her nagness encouragement, i've decided to update.

today has been, slowish.

went to school in the morning, and was placed at a very very cold spot in the library (notice the doubled very's). it was super cold where i was sitting.

tried to do my notes. practically failed ):

SAW IT D: note to self: never walk alone in case of such emergencies.

ah pickels, my blogging skills suck. nevermind, its for the sake of updating ;)

talked to a bunch of people who didint seem to mind the coldness.

tzeyenn and tzejunn. the twins, ahh. they are so funny.

when me and steph converse, they laugh at words i use.

cause i add the word "ish" and "ing" at the back of every word.

yeah, it was really funny.

and yeah tzeyenn, we found your 3 GUY escorts ;D

went for the ever dreaded computer class. sat with steph and played with paint :D it's okay, we know we're lifeless BUTTT creative ;d

anyone who sits on my computer would be so lucky to explore the masterpeices.

sorry, had the self indulgance moment.

CHEAH WANLI

please, please, please.

don't be too sad. its like really freaky not to see your usual random and retarded self. ahhh.

im no tut.tut.tut expert but i can see that you're really down.

and yeah, im no terapist but if there's anything i can help you with, FEEL FREE;D

and yeah, its getting to joee too :(

holisdays are like 2 days away. can't wait.

me and steph are gonna vandalise ou.

muahahaha. okay fine, not vandalise

ahh,

tootsies ;D

P.S m.a.t.s. plan something!! its an order from le superman!!

kidding, lemme know kay ;D